Monday, April 25, 2011

Milk Music

MILK MUISC live in Vancouver
Free event
Brought to you by Dirty For The Kids

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

bad




reading a childhood diary always seems like a funny idea but it's too depressing to think about children having so many feelings, except for this is funny

I want nothing more then to pull out a big silver cop gun and grin aim and fire. That would bring me such pleasure, he needs to learn a GOD DAMN FUCKING LESSON!!! I choose shooting over stabbing because stabbing is more gorish and would include some physical contact, and I wouldn't touch him if my life depended on it. A nice strait hard fast bullet piercing through his skull into his sick mind would satisfy me best. And then I'd throw my head up and laugh in a evil laugh, one which would make you think of a murder her with brains, like Hannible Lector. The police would come and congratulate me on handling the situation so maturely and intelligently. They would give me an award for bravery. And lots of money would be granted to me for my high risk work. I would then self indulge and buy mansions, cars, toys, c.d.'s, instruments, and studios."

SOME THINGS NEVER CHANGE!!!!!

Saturday, June 06, 2009

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

REAL GARBAGE

FEELS LIKE I WALKED INTO VIENNA UNDER A LADDER....

Friday, January 09, 2009

BRUTAL VACATION


Money is the best and worst of all. I can afford to go to motherland, but i'm beginning to think i won't really be living as lavishly as i thought. In fact I know it will be brutal.

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

2008

+++records
Salem
Lil Wayne
Burning Witch demos
Hercules and Love Affair
????

So many bad records, i looked up some of the top records on itchfork because i hadn't heard of them and they were all pretty boring

worst band: monotonix, if you like this you got jibbed, boring gimmick band, raise the drums to the roof and dump trash everywhere,, boring
the flanuers- we were supposed to play with them but they wouldn't let us use their gear and turned out to be huge assholes, their music sucks, they are not glam rock just a bunch of dudes in makeup and that sound like greenday

best show: 1349, daniel johnston, diamanda galas, friends bands

best: er
saddest: losing er

now? NORWAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

Thursday, October 23, 2008

crits

A girl in my installation class had a crit today, and her piece included a lot of things I'm interested in. It was this simulated spooky scene she had built in a closet space, with lights, sound, props etc. But as I walked through it and took it in it dawned on me that i really hated it. I was confused for a minute because it incorporated a lot of dark elements i really love, yet i just hated it so much. It occurred to me that what was wrong with her installation was that there was no purpose. It was a spook factor. She had set up suspense and left me hanging with no real reason. And all the construction was exposed, behind the silhouette of her mirror frame and dingy closet lay a subwoofer and a light-bulb and wires. I felt so disappoint, and tricked. She said it was an unmasking, but really it wasn't. She was not unmasking anything other than the obvious, the complete fucking given.
I love the dingy, dirty, menacing, dark, and melancholy, but i hate static gestures. I like to use these things and make things which are real and meaningful to me, not props and dumb symbolism. For me her work was the equivalent of a costume; fake, it pertained to nothing.
It wish people would stop being too cool to make meaning full art. I don't want to look a vacant decor. It just seems insane to me; all these things she was using seem so inherently encoded with meaning, but she fucked it up and made a dumb flower bouquet.